My Heart Dark Lyrics

When I pray I don't pray for myself

Tell the truth

I just pray for my family

Because god know I really been active

And sometimes

I still feel like he mad at me

I had guns to my head

At a young age

Tell da truth

I still feel like it damaged me

Swear to god

That these streets made a man of me

I don't care why nobody be mad at me

When I was 15 and was telling em

I feel alone nobody was there for me

When I was 16

I was kicked out on my own

You stopped being here for me

When I was 17

I beefed wit the opps on my own

Nobody would care to me

When I was 18

They heard im upping my chrome

Them niggas got scared of me

When I was 19

It was just me n mama

The vision got clear to me

But By time I was 20

I was back hot in the booth

Then some bitches got weird on me

By 21 I was back w my cousin

Everything that he had he would share w me

So the day that he died

Changed me forever

I miss how my nigga was here for me

I don't care what you do

You thugging that's cool

But just know I'm different than you

I had to go on some missions alone

To go do the shit

That you pretending to do

Lil Brax drive a Q5

If you big dawg

Then you leading the youth

My dawg called me

Just to show some money

But I'm like why u show it

If I ain't eating w you?

I hadda revisit my past

To givem my pain

But I still needed it to

Walking in public

Sometimes I feel like im yak

Because they want a picture or two

I had told lil Shawdy

She can't come again

Unless your friend

Say she coming w you

If ain't bout no money

I'm not in my feelings

Dont be saying I got problem with you

Everytime I listen to niggas

They be always talking

What they probably a do

If Im riding w you

I need to know you hit

I can't be worried bout

If you probably it'll shoot

I had day ones turn pussy on me

Niggas wouldn't em hit a party w you

And keep ya back door closed

Because you a opp now

Nigga you ain't part of the crew

Everybody shooting Nigga what's 100

Something in my way

Den something getting punished

I been touching Ps

I heard you getting fronted

Nigga shop w me

He getting what he wanted

I been really pumping

All I know is hustling

I know why they hating

They not doing nothing

All I flex is muscle

Moving by lonely

Bet I got it on me

You not taking nothing

You can see it in my eyes

I can't take a joke

Spin a nigga blood

Like I'm banging folks

Never my plug

He just send the bags

I dont know his name

I just call em moe

I dont want no fame

I just want some money

I'm still n the game

Tryna go for broke

Rip my blood

Shit won't be da same

We been thru some shit

They will never know