Dexter & Nikki Lyrics

This the one song I never really wanted to make but

Here you go

For months, for years

They said to hold my tears

That pain would disappear

But it's still here so what now

So what now

Told myself that last time would be the last time

But here I am again speaking on it like a pastime

Maybe cuz Dexter and Nikki committed vast crimes

Sins of the parent cost the kid I'm on my last dime

Thinking bout my funeral maybe I should just make it happen

You know go down with my ship just like a good captain

Cuz maybe then they would know all the pain behind my rapping

Took a peaceful youth away a real kidnapping

One gave it all to be better and now he's sold out (Sold out)

I know his hearts in the right place ain't a sole doubt (Sole doubt)

Trying to keep me warm in a world where it cold out (Cold out)

He tries to show me new ways without the old route (Old route)

Cuz as for Nikki it's tricky that path is too rough (Too rough)

All I'm seeing is the ashes from her last puff (Last puff)

Going back isn't a option so I can't help but wish that he gave her enough

Going back isn't a option so I can't help but wish that he gave her enough

Gave her enough to stay and raise their kid at least

And maybe not destroy his crib acting like a beast

Instead of preaching all your pain like a lil priest

I'll be praying that you stop disrespecting deceased

Cuz when the old man had six months to live

Only aunty had a mothers love to give

She was four hours away you needed five minutes

Trying to gaslight me now but I'm past limits

Cuz she was there right when dad almost died she called 911 there right

Nah cuz she was there right my father almost died she called 911 there right

That was me you know your only son

How you think I felt doing that I promise Nik it wasn't fun

Feels like this back and forth between the three of us is ending never

I'll fight for now but I can't guarantee I'll fight forever

As for Dexter, trust me Nikki he ain't off the hook

He's just the devil that I know, you hide your horns for looks

At least he's always moving straightforward like a rook

He has the short end of the stick despite how it may look

But you can't help what you see

Your perspective is a mother

Who left her own kid to save herself

The old man thinks your going crazy but tell me

If any of this is true what does that make me

If this was anybody else I'd cut it like a cancer

Been asking questions for a minute still without a answer so I'm letting go

And I said that last time I already know

So me standing here again really goes to show

What a heartbreaking story

I can only imagine how long he's held that inside for

Poor Wonder

I hope him, Dexter and Nikki are able to get this whole thing sorted out soon

For everyone's sake

But next up

We have Kelsey with the forecast

On Channel Seven Wonderland News