if you won't push me off this ledge, I'll probably jump anyways Lyrics

I hid under the covers and I turned off all the lights

I think I'd rather be alone

Than there with you tonight

I tried to bite my tongue

As I choked up right as you called

If I jump off this ledge tonight

Don't catch me if I fall

When the wind blows

I'll just say a prayer

That we all know

That you never fucking cared

All I need is a push

I'm begging you to try

Don't make me jump

But I will tonight

I went through all my photos

And deleted ones of you

I threw out all the clothes I had

That smelled like your perfume

I'm burning all the evidence

And saying fuck it all

If I jump off this ledge tonight

Don't catch me if I fall

Darling you make me sick

I'm over it, I'm done

Darling you make me sick

I wanna quit it all