High School, Pt. 1 Lyrics

Ringing of the bell where is everybody going?

I guess I should follow them and see what all the kids are doing

Banging on the walls, why is everybody laughing?

Maybe I'm the joke but I have no way of knowing if the

Things that I say are the things I should be saying so I

Laugh along and hope I guessed it right. At the

End of the day I walk home by myself and I

Think of all the times I could have done it better

Thought I had a way to win all the attention

All I deserve is what everybody else is getting

Walking down the hall with my eye like a laser

Burning little holes in the people that I want to be and

I know I won't be the king of the castle any-

More and I'm mad and I'm sad and I'm lost in my

Life And I don't want look for something that I'll

Probably never find cause I don't know what it is

And this is

How it will be

Nothing to see

No one for me nothing ever works out and I

Hate being here

Full of this fear

Holding it in because high school is terrible

What are the ways

How many days

I got bad skin and there's nothing that I can do

Feels like a lot

So many thoughts

Holding them in because high school is terrible

Yeah

High school

Go to my class, try to find somewhere empty

Nobody looks me in the eye, I'm invisible and

I spend the next 40 minutes in a daydream

Try to escape to somewhere I'm invincible

Out in the park, on a board in the air, riding

Everybody knows I'm the guy going places and

All of the girls know my name and they want me Then the

Teacher asks the answer to the question and I freeze and I

Feel all the blood in my body come a rushing

Up to my face and my throat closes up and then he

Makes a stupid joke and then she laughs and they follow

No one comes to help and the teacher doesn't notice 'cause he

Can't say why he keeps getting up in the

Morning just to take the abuse with no chance for re-

Venge he just looks at the kid getting pushed and

Knows this is how it goes and how it's always been

And this is

How it will be

Nothing to see

No one for me nothing ever works out and I

Hate being here

Full of this fear

Holding it in because high school is terrible

What are the ways

How many days

I got bad skin and there's nothing that I can do

Feels like a lot

So many thoughts

Holding them in because high school is terrible

Don't say a word, I just head to the bathroom

I hear the laughing and my head starts to spin and then I

See someone else who is hiding and avoid them

Then I close the door to the stall and try to think of

Anything to take me to a place that has nobody who can

See my insecurities and hear the shake in my voice when I'm

Trying not to choke and say something I think is funny but no-

Body Laughs and so I'm hiding in the bathroom knowing this is

How it will be

Nothing to see

No one for me nothing ever works out and I

Hate being here

Full of this fear

Holding it in because high school is terrible

What are the ways

How many days

I got bad skin and there's nothing that I can do

Feels like a lot

So many thoughts

Holding them in because high school is terrible

Yeah

High school