Feelings Lyrics

I’m tryna hold on

Been praying for some better days

Losing a brother really make you have some demon ways

Like should I quit

End it all, buried in a grave

Or keep on pushing

So the kids won’t ever feel the pain

Missed out on ball

Got depressed up in a dark room

Can't see the light when it was sunny

Only dark gloom

Can’t go to class, eat a meal or even car pool

Life was a game call it chess

Yea smart move

Kicked outta school

Mental health it start to kick back

Can’t tell my mama or my people cuz they stay strapped

Gossip folks like I knew you wasn’t shit rat

And now I’m homeless with no car it’s time to get back

A couple friends that had my back when it was tough times

Bri, Ky and Lil to name a few but had a clutch 5

We was a team

Won’t no nigga ever touch mines

When I blow up I’m dropping whips

Yeah plus 5

No time for feelings

Only time I got is presidential

Vote for a sucka

With no plans to help the US issues

Just people dying

Like they handing out plushed pistols

Lying bout shit

Shedding tears

Got trust issues

Great grandma gone na the family on another wave

No Sunday dinners

Family pictures

And the trust fade

Some start to hate

While the others wanna vacate

Move out the city

Start a family

Get they shit straight

Daddy was dead

Well to me cuz he was far away

Not from my house but from my heart

So all the scars stay

Real ones they grow

While the cowards just stay the same

Wish him the best even when I’m feeling all this pain

Moms turned her back

Told me fuck you and God bless

No lights or gas

It was normal being jobless

A couple beatings

Had me yelling out God ness

Just keep on praying

Cuz I could of had far less

1-29-14

Little brother gone

6-22-15

Lost another bone

Cancer the beat

Grandma body like anotha song

3 in a row

Now

God take me home

Ain’t got no feelings

So I’m better off in the sky

Or in the ground

Wanna visit bring some flowers by

Can’t find the answers

So the only thing I say is Why

Got on my knees

Prayed to God

He helped a diamond shine

Look at me now

Manifesting on to bigger thangs

Love having love

Driving foreigns

And my mental gain

Life is a bitch

Hail, snow, sleet or the rain

Just bundle up cuz we know we got some better days

No lights or gas

It was normal being jobless

A couple beatings

Had me yelling out God ness

Just keep on praying

Cuz I could of had far less

Just keep on praying

Cuz I could of had far less