Fated/Faded Lyrics

Taxi hold up please

Just give me a second

I know I'm bad at this my anxiety

Makes first impressions often end up in disgrace

Leaving some room for self doubt and depression

I try my best but

Let me make a confession

I feel I'm moving

But backwards progression

Im not a veteran yet

They gone book me shows

Like I veteran minutes

It's so crazy yea

How could life get like this

It's so crazy yea

Like how did I get like this

Woke up one day and I decided

Imma go make the music I like and imma just hope it gets somebody vibing

I made my leap I just hope that I timed it

Aim for the stars hope that I find them

Quick break on mars to check on the climate

l feel the lowest when I getting high and

Pray that you don't disappear like the mayans

Depression don't me bring down it amplifies it

All my bullshit turns to crisis

Think of you leaving yea Its traumatizing

Stir up my pain tryna cause up a riot

There ain't no hiding they living inside it

Then why do I see them all the fucking time then

Back of my vision corner of my eye shit

I'm not alone just never realized it

I want to be the rapper you ever seen and,

It's a long road best I take the scenic

In my own world I feel like I'm dreaming

Gotta turn this shit Into reality and,

Baby I don't got no time for playing defense

Whether I'm gone make it yea it really depends

If I got niggas by side that really see me

Do they see it

Yeah

I said I'll make it, then I start creating, and then I just made me a hit

Bitches keep talking that shit

But they cant bring me down when I'm high as a bitch

I know its crazy

That I wanted this I been dreaming since I was a jit

I know its crazy

That I ain't made it yet

But imma talk it like I did

Maybe it's fated

Maybe I'm faded

Maybe it's fated

Maybe I'm faded

Pills I been taking

Baby I hate them

But I see the vision now

Baby imma have to go and chase it

Talk to me nicely

We can make a movie scene like spike lee

I know that your body so enticing

I know that I want it here beside me

I know that us making it ain't likely

I know you ain't built for someone like me

I know I ain't built for someone like me

Civil war raging constantly inside me

Constantly inside me

I said I'll make it

Then I start creating, and then I just made me a hit

Bitches keep talking that shit

But they cant bring me down when I'm high as a bitch

I know its crazy

That I wanted this I been dreaming since I was a jit

I know its crazy

That I ain't made it yet

But imma talk it like I did

Maybe it's fated

Maybe I'm faded

Maybe it's fated

Maybe I'm faded

Pills I been taking

Baby I hate them

But I see the vision now

Baby imma have to go and chase it