Flaws Of A Minister Like Me/No Sleep Lyrics

I never claimed to be perfect

I got my flaws too

I smile in the face of hate and rejection I floss through

Like mouthwash baby

I'm growing and learning

Holding much closer to purpose

Searching my heart for disturbance

Praying to God cause it's hurtin'

In my closet there's skeletons that I'm cleaning

There's evidence on the walls

Of people I caused bleeding to

Those things were killing me

When I cry spiritually

Holy Spirit relentlessly cleaning what was the pit of me

The epitome

Pushed out of my element

Pray to God like a regiment

I don't care to be relevant

Or accepted

I'm heaven sent

I'm so chosen

I'm destined

I stay counting blessings

You could never curse me

That's a good effort though

I could respect it though it may feel disrespectful

I can't help that you insecure 'bout the truth

Straight Up

I'm picking up the pieces homie give me a break

You rather say it all up on your face or other ones giving you cake

I give you the real real

Like a realtor

I can show you about what I built

I gotta start taking some chances

Bout to go jump off a cliff

That's just a metaphor

God told me to go and I'm ready for it

I don't know the path but I'm heading for it

Write propane I'm unleaded for it uhh

Bar raising like the gas prices

You don't even have half the mileage

Weak flows from you demon rappers

On the track watch me pass by ya

Oh you think you flawless

(Sure)

Well would you think again

Oh you think you flawless

(Okay cool)

Well would you think again

You see me as righteous

You see me as perfect

You see me as holy

And You think that I'm worth it

Your thoughts are countless

I'm fearfully formed

You say that I'm born again

You say that I'm your son

You see me as righteous

You see me as perfect

You see me as holy

And You think that I'm worth it

Your thoughts are countless

I'm fearfully formed

You say that I'm born again

You say that I'm your son

Back and forth are my thoughts as I try to balance this panel

I try to find the keys so it play out like a piano

It's getting harder to channel

If my weapon is the word I just reloaded my ammo

I heard the voice of God I double back if it echo

I review the sound like Anthony Fantano

Your servant here like I'm Samuel

The pressure I man handle

Running pace through the desert the sand slip through my sandals I'm saying

I don't get no sleep

Back and forth are my thoughts as I try to balance this panel

I try to find the keys so it play out like a piano

It's getting harder to channel

If my weapon is the word I just reloaded my ammo

And I'm just getting started

They wondering if I'm charged

It's like my drive was restarted or something

They question whether I'm hungry

No dog I'm starving

My appetite for victories

I'm chasing vigorously

Tackling goals viciously

And I'm moving ambitiously

I seen it instantly

I relate to God cause lately people dismissing me

I never thought I'd get it until I stepped into ministry

Crazy how my foes are the same ones that be kissing me

All these Judas's sent to me crazy

Self righteous

Self reliant and selfish

Throwing stones at the body of Christ

Well check yourself then

Lately people opened they homes

Cause often I roam

Birds have nest and foxes have holes

I'm on the road

The kick me with the self righteous boot

Oh now you wise

You even saw me with tears in my eyes

That's how it goes though

I stick my neck out for all my brothers I'm saying the most

I'm choosing violence and nowadays I'm aiming it close

I raise my temperament seeing Satan keep me on my toes

I'm going Rambo homie so why take the patient approach

I prayed to God for compassion I started crashing for sho

I'm going backwards

I get a rash with my back on the ropes

I'm moving fast while other peers just like taking it slow

I see the snakes love shaking hands and taking a toast

You see me now you'd suck your teeth and spit on the ground

Dirt on my grave

The devil trying to kick when I'm down

I'm seeing weirdos

Overlooking the widows

Tryna find the next piece of glory jump out the window

Look

This is pure religion

Take in the homeless children

And visit single women and men

With no father figures

I'm sorry grandmama

I didn't know that I looked you over the last saga

I promise you that I'm doing all that I can mama

But I should be there more so I can hold your hand mama

I found God He turned me to a new man mama

This who I am mama

Living out your prayers

The promise precious

More worth than gucci and Prada

I squeeze your hand tighter

I don't get no sleep

It broke my heart cause you visit my daddy's grave

That's yearly since 09

His brother you do the same

Flowers on it

Clean tomb

My daddy cremated

Now I'm focused

Cause of you

My drive was reinstated

I always hope

He was saved and did he pray before

I asked you

If Dad was Christian

You said you didn't know

We never know

Last minute

Maybe it all clicked then

I pray to God

That's the case

Even if he just slipped in

Now I'm on a mission

To the ends of the earth

Well I guess we in for a spin then

I'm dribbling every verse

I spin the head of the chicken

Dinner is getting served

I won't get no sleep

Till' every ear has heard

In and out if season

You know I give you the word

I'm reaping all that sow

This harvest time I'm alert

I speak the truth you know I'm speaking it now

The day is still coming where every knee in this world will bow to Jesus