Choices Lyrics

I know I haven't wrote in a while

Been watching from a far

As you grow as a child

Me and ya mother

We haven't spoke in while

Last time we did

I had hopes she come round

But she didn't

She still won't give permission

Knowing you really mine

Must be a hell of a feeling

I speak from experience

Cuz I felt it too

But neglecting my child

Is something I'll never do

So just know

Since day 1 I been fighting for you

Everything I seen you post

Know I like it for you

Nah, not like it I love it

But who I really am

Well that's a discussion

That you and ya mother need to have

Parties every weekend

Yeah we was speeding fast

A baby girl is something

We didn't think to have

But now you here

And all I wanna do

Is protect you from all of ya fears

And let you know

Ain't no man that's worthy of ya tears

Killing me inside

Jus thinking of all the years

That we lost

Not knowing the truth

Now some other playin daddy

Lets go get a test

I'll take it gladly

To prove that the same blood

We sharing it

But she rather spare the embarrassment

So for now I just daydream

Until the day you turn 18

And you can make ya own choice

See I didn't mention

How much of a spitting image

You are of me

Put our photo side by side

It ain't hard to see

A lotta of ya features

You get them all from me

That blew my mind

The first time I saw you person

I knew you was mine

Sign it in cursive

And I see that you love to dance

Yeah I cut a rug too

Whenever I get a chance

Whatever you believe in

Make sure you take stance

Don't let nobody walk over you

Make sure you stand ya ground

That's a couple jewels

That was handed down

But for now

I sit and daydream

Of the day you turn 18

And you can make ya own choice