PATIENCE Lyrics

All my life patience is key

I'm impatient be patient with me

Never complacent so soon you'll see

All my drive multiplied by 3

It was the beginning of 10th grade

Remember writing My first joint

Finished that shit in 10 days

Hoping this rap open brand new doors

Feeling grown on the inside

But I was still a little boy

Just minus the little toys

Fiending for needs I never had

Honestly I was destroyed

All this pain came creeping up

Like damn this slope is steep enough

Damn it's hard to sleep enough when

Ya mind racing so fast

Tryna spill my thoughts hope it's clean enough

Tryna spit some rhymes hope its mean enough

Life a heated moment and I'm speaking up

I always seem to rush

All the things I can't control

Then one day someone started speaking to my soul

You can't control this shit

The speed of moment is

Is in father times hands I know you know this shit

Notice if, you obtained the clock

You'd keep opening and closing it

Just Hoping it would change

Then you'll realize only time will heal pain

But can't keep living while this last

So damn caught up in the past

That it's hard to move ahead

Cause my heart like shattered glass

But the shards in my head

They say time heals all wounds

You can find yourself in our room

Tryna pick my brain but shit don't change

The opposite of a fall bloom

Cause I spring from chair

When it's all ruined

I feel for summer I'm a terrible brother

Cause I'm cold as the winter when I call you

I promise its not your fault

I've been living in this time vault

This pattern of my minds thought

I can't change and it's moms fault

Cause she chose your dad over me

I'm glad that you came to be

But I don't ever want you to see

Who the hell really is

The monster in my dreams

All the things he really did

I wish I could change things

But that would make the cycle last

And I'm tired of living the past

Tired of always feeling sad

It's time for me to hit the gas

I heard all my life have patience

Can't take this done faking

Tired of being complacent

Time to take this different places

Cause yes I can control it

No I don't not show it but

The futures in my hands and it's time for me to own it