Numinous Lyrics

There was many a time

When I would look out and see the scenery

It's so beautiful

But back in the day I would've stood down

Doesn't mean in the present I'm never shook now

Rather, the opposite

Means I'm headed down the right track

By knowing that fear's never a reason

If the motivation is finding completion

In light of that real difficulty to fight back

It's quite an achievement

It's elemantary, no cap

Let me set a scene, everybody please fall back

When you visualize it, it never seems so bad

The world shuts down and your plans go up in smoke

Your dreams are getting trampled

So you sit down, breathe in, breathe out,

And understand this year is but a sample

Life's a mystery

One I will never solve instantly

Look back through this history

It takes time

When the shit gets deep

I've gotta rest right here with myself

Comb through the evidence shelf by shelf

There's a library inside the mind

I'm curious what I'm gonna find

Gotta check it out

Luckily no-one is gonna spell it out

It's all coming down to my deduction skills

I've gotta up them still, this shit is paramount

Because how else will I ever function

Will I ever come to feel

Just an iota of a sense I'm not filling a quota

Determination of self

This roller-coaster's beauty is underfined

And we are all beholders

It's elementary

Nevertheless, answers, we'll never get them free

However we think we feel is our friend and enemy

Gotta check it out

Self-deceptions will all pile in if we don't heed these words

And thus I will encourage: minimize the whining

It's all tiring

Because the only thing you'll hear

Is a small violin

Life's a mystery

One I will never solve instantly

Look back through this history

It takes time

When the shit gets deep

I've gotta rest right here with myself

Comb through the evidence shelf by shelf

There's a library inside the mind

I'm curious what I'm gonna find

Gotta check it out