No. It's not, Lyrics

Don't fade away

I know this is not so real

Don't change for them

Chase your heart

Frame your pain

I know you're zoning

I know you want to quit

But this is pain

That is painful bliss

It takes some time

To ripen fists

Into a hand cradled in one's mind

Your soul it hurts

It rips apart my chest

My breathing's off sync

From the abyss

I carefully caressed

My neck middled distress

Where my abuser found their relief

Yet, I still love that bitch

Come with the memories

My days more quick than my quickies

I turned my fist into compassion

Found some riches in myself

And I find it funny

To think about life

Because I still am never on the same side

Wanting to hold out for this joy ride

Or saying my goodbyes

And let my friends see me die

Let my-

Let my friends see me die

I'd rather just cry in my room every night

every night

every night

every night