The Past Lyrics

When I think about the past it bring tears to my eyes

Cause I done seen alot of shit that left my ass traumatized

Fucked up in the head I'm tired of hearing all these lies

Sayin that you fuck with me but deep down you ain't gone ride

So I keep a tooley tucked I keep it glued to my side

I put my feelings in this blunt then I head to the sky

Cause I ain't got time for kryin so I got to stay high

Intoxicated off these drugs is when I feel alright

So I'm steady pourin lean yeah remixin the sprites

It be hard to go to sleep facing these demons at night

Goin thru alot of shit I think bout takin my life

But I know that's just selfish man and I know it ain't right

Yeah lately I been in my feelins

I'm just young nigga hurt yeah I need some healin

Feel like I'm bout to explode with this pain that I'm concealing

Niggas showin true colors so glad that they revealing

So now ima flex on them niggas watch when I get these millions

And if you ain't talking money then all I hear is crickets

Focused right on a check I'm tryin to run up them digits

Cause in my city you'll get killed for wearin the wrong fitted

Now yo face on the news just another statistic

When I was fresh out the womb mama said I was gifted

Got me feelin like durk I'm the voice of the trenches

Young nigga can't wait til I get that mill ticket

Cause I been thru alot of shit that left me traumatized

Got me thinkin to myself like who gone really ride

So if you ain't beneficial nigga move aside

Cause these niggas steady hatin that I'm on the rise

On the rise

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