LightYear ft. Dilemma & Ominous Lyrics

Wake up in the morning and I stretch tryna turn the night into a light year

Break up kinda mourning it still fresh

Silence all the doubts but my mind hears

Patience is a virtue and I'm blessed

Especially when I conjure all those ideas

Fading from the surface can't reflect

Now I Walk around tryna hide mirrors

Leave me and see if I care

I swear to god I'd lay down and die here

Cuz every time I close my eyes it's nightmares

These demons night terrors strike and don't fight fair

So give me hell in a hand basket

Before I delve down in the damned casket

Grammy died expected tears on grand rapids

Instead I mourn and continued to expand pallets

Tryna get a grasp before bed but my minds gone

Do it until my last breath switch the time zone

I done had enough stress when can I go

Tell me when These cycles turned me pyscho

Every single time day swing to night

Like mike ima bring the fight

Chandelier my heights in a vice

365, life's a circle 360 line

Blood red eyes with room to glide

Doom in mind zooming by

As death's tools utilized

I contemplate like Soon will I?

Overdose on love but I got over on the effort

Diamond form your pure and mold thru the pressure

First to start it off I shouldn't write this song

Wonder why we feel trapped while inside these walls

Take you right to different heights you want this flight or nah?

Cuz if I change wont be the same and I might tomorrow

I wanna get my heart across no pledge

But I gotta thank god I'm off the meds

Life can get me down but I cant be depressed

Dark clouds surrounds its okay I just see less

Inside they thrive guess demons flake in the wind

Ego take me on a trip to frequent places I've been

Told her for me you need to at least make an attempt

She fooled me once now I'm praying that she break me again

Vivid imagination you be stripping in my head

Say it with my chest I'm not feeling any less

But the way you expressing got me really vexed

We can love for the moment after miss me with that stress

You were my present before I only would look in

No cards I could play until I went and took your hand

Pulled again when I really should've pulled the pin

You looked me in the eyes you were still full of shit

I spent the time I gave it all I promised I would work it out

Went all in that's when she would look for her out

Back then you said one day but I'm sure your certain now

Sprinting marathon no finish line was it worth it now?

Eyes on the prize I preserve my keepsakes

You can get it if your lucky like a sweepstakes

Maybe growing up religious would seed faith

Grew up poor probably cuz I wasn't a cheapskate

I walk around now an try and maintain

Been through all the motions but somehow I'm trapped in my brain

Thinking am I cut out for this shit as the life I know shift's into a paradox of shit

But never lasting was the pressure so I'm moving on

Fuck you talking about my dreams yes bitch I been pursuing them

But I snap back to reality mind racing with no hesitations

I Used to manifest these dreams now they turned to gods plan

Looking past the fact they said my visions were facades man

They told me change comes within

But the only thing that changed where these chains with my sins

Tut now I feel I must grow as a person

Steady working

With my shawty always flirting I'm living life like it's in third person

What you know about envying the streets

Because the dude you sold to robbed you for a qp

But that's life

That's right

Been through the fight

Told them all I'm great full the people I have in my life

Remember when los said I should pick up the mic shout out to bro

Cause you know Imma do this shit for life

Dream big and it might come true

My light forever bright when I'm in the Stu