Changes Lyrics

Sometimes I just look at the stars

Whenever I'm feeling lost

Wondering what is the cost

Of living this life after all

Cause if it's just full of pain

When does the beauty begin

After you're healing yourself

Or after you jump off a bridge

Sometimes I just look at the stars

Whenever I'm feeling lost

Wondering what is the cost

Of living this life after all

Cause if it's just full of pain

When does the beauty begin

After you're healing yourself

Or after you jump off a bridge

I want to jump off a bridge

I feel like ending my life

Think I'm about to give in

Wondering if it's my time

I don't want no medicine

Cause it doesn't ever work

I just want to feel okay

I don't really want to hurt

There's a chemical imbalance inside of my head

And I don't know how I'm suppose to even it out

I hate when I show my emotions to other people

Cause I feel like they enjoy watching me drown

Hitting the ground

Tears falling down

I wonder why nobody comes around

Probably because I hate myself and my mind is full of doubt

So full of doubt

Sometimes I just look at the stars

Whenever I'm feeling lost

Wondering what is the cost

Of living this life after all

Cause if it's just full of pain

When does the beauty begin

After you're healing yourself

Or after you jump off a bridge

Sometimes I just look at the stars

Whenever I'm feeling lost

Wondering what is the cost

Of living this life after all

Cause if it's just full of pain

When does the beauty begin

After you're healing yourself

Or after you jump off a bridge

I want to heal myself

I know I need some help

Maybe I'm just like you

Or I'm like no one else

Hurt more than I bleed

I hurt more than you see

Cause this is just the surface

And what you perceive

Just like you and me

Sit in my bed self loathing

I have anxiety

It won't leave me lonely

Keeps me company

For the nights I cry

It's kind of like a friend

I guess we're friends for life

Just like you and me

Sit in my bed self loathing

I have anxiety

It won't leave me lonely

Keeps me company

For the nights I cry

It's kind of like a friend

I guess we're friends for life

Sometimes I just look at the stars

Whenever I'm feeling lost

Wondering what is the cost

Of living this life after all

Cause if it's just full of pain

When does the beauty begin

After you're healing yourself

Or after you jump off a bridge

Sometimes I just look at the stars