Screenplay Lyrics

Dear Diary

Today I declined a call

Cause I'm too nervous to answer

Without a key this door

Is just a wall

And I'm starring as the disaster!

You're the audience and

I'm the actor

Being at fault seems

Like my standard

Why is it getting so

Hard to remember?

Right now the air

Is my defender

Is this for real?

What part am I playing?

Is this for real?

What words am I saying?

I know you've already written

The screenplay but I

Still have my doubts

I'm forgetting my own birthday

Conviction is in the clouds!

You can say what you want

But I'll take it away as a lie!

There's nothing you can

Show me that will

Make me change my mind!

(Ohhh, please change my mind)

Dear Diary

Today the words fell out

My lips let them escape

Somethings not right if

I don't wake up with a belly ache

What do I do with my hands

When I'm walking?

Can't look at anyone

When I'm talking

My pessimistic self is knocking

Without direction

My brain is mocking

Is this for real?

What role am I portraying?

Is this for real?

You know my heart

Can't take this!

I know you've already written

The screenplay but I

Still have my doubts

I'm forgetting my own birthday

Conviction is in the clouds!

You can say what you want

Let it sink into my mind!

Everything you've shown me

Makes me wanna

Take your guide

Ripped up, torn up

Fear that you beat up

You set up drunk love

So I could learn to stand up!

I know you've already written

The screenplay but I

Still have my doubts

I'm forgetting my own birthday

Conviction is in the clouds!

You can say what you want

Let it sink into my mind!

Everything you've shown me

Makes me wanna

Take your guide

Ripped up, torn up

Fear that you beat up

You set up drunk love

So I could learn to stand up!