ANTIDEPRESSANT Lyrics

Fake motherfuckers always acting like they know

Acting like they know my name

Bitch I'Äôm not a show

Don'Äôt be acting like you knew me from the very start

Right before she had broke my heart

No one knew I was alone

So alone from the start

Bitch

I was alone right from the start

No one was with me

I could barely count me

As a human being

Oh god Bless his heart

One day she snapped from her chains said

Baby I'Äôm sane

Then went to the doctor

Turns out she'Äôs insane

Yeah bitch was afraid

You came for my brain

Manipulate shame

Gas light to the brain

She drove me insane

Oh Why did I stay

Oh why did I wait

Just please give me space

Dear god give me grace

I know we don'Äôt speak just help me

Oh wait

I prayed to god what a joke I be feeling numb

I don't wanna hear lies im sorry im so fucking done

With all of this shit you made yeah it got me feeling with a

Shot through the brain to eliminate this pain you won

Aye

Sold that shit

The devil has my soul and he savors it

It won'Äôt last forever he promised me this

He smiled as he'Äôs holding all of my sins

Yeah you lie

Damn you made me wanna die

Never had the guts to say what'Äôs inside of your mind

Who the fuck would threaten someone with their own fucking life

Doesn'Äôt matter if their hurting flooding tears within their eyes

Only thing remaining blurred is a vision so denied

Yeah that shit would scare me too but only difference is that I

Would have saw myself as human not a thing that wants to die

Now im starved

I'm deprived

So depressed

Dont matter why

It's a constant state of mind

I can't help it but im fine

This shits lonely

Yeah so be

It cuz I wont quit

This shit

I'm constantly in pain

But I know it

Will end one day

And so will I yeah