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I don't look away until you go

My body's telling me to wait for you

I'm lying to myself although I know

I'm crying, my feelings define my soul

Getting high all night, I'm so alone

I'm thinking 'bout you everywhere I go

I was hoping that she'd love me but she don't

I'm searching for the girl that I don't know

Thinking 'bout my life and I don't even know

Why I'm feeling so sad when there's no reason for, yeah

I lost the girl I thought I always really liked

I guess I'm searching for the girl I'll never find

Tell me how you wouldn't intermit

Tell me that my life is not gon' working with your fit

I did nothing wrong and yet you still act like I did

I know I wasn't ready and I see you won't commit

Fast, my life

I can never rest, tonight

No I wasn't finding my own way

I continue hiding from this pain, hey

I don't look away until you go

My body's telling me to wait for you

I'm lying to myself although I know

I'm crying, my feelings define my soul

I'll find my way

I like to stay, stay

I'll find my way

I like to stay, stay