Journaling Soon Lyrics

This would be easier if I knew myself

If my mind wasn't an actual living hell

You always ask me things

I say what I don't mean

'Cause I'm emotional with a brain that doesn't even think

I'm defensive, overreactive

God I don't even know

But they say to write it down

And that's how you figure it out

I know you wanted me to

Just know I wanted it too

Somehow I'm stuck a loop

Staring at this page

I know I said I was gonna

Start journaling soon

But I'm still stuck in this loop

Feeling so confused

Everything that you want from me I want it too

But I'm all stuck in this loop

Tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon

There's always more to it than saying no or yes

But I solemnly swear I'm still am trying my best

I'm swimming seven seas just tryna get to me

It's harder than it looks so don't take it personally

Lazy, unaffected that's not how I'm tryna be perceived

When I'm quiet I'm just trying to check my functionality

I know you wanted me too

Just know I wanted it too

Somehow I'm stuck in a loop

Staring at this page

I know I said I was gonna

Start journaling soon

But I'm still stuck in this loop

Feeling so confused

Everything that you want from me I want it too

But I'm all stuck in this loop

Tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon

I know you wanted me too

Just know I wanted it too

Somehow I'm stuck a loop

Staring at this page

I know I said I was gonna

Start journaling soon

But I'm sitting here feeling so confused

Everything that you want

From me I want it too

But I'm stuck in a loop

Tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Yeah I'm tryna start journaling soon