$till Searching... ft. 16raheem Lyrics

Baby I want to restart it

I don't mean to play games I was just having fun

I ain't mean breaking hearts until heartless

You wanting that star wish

That once inna life typa target that off of yo feet outta orbit

But what you be missing to see is lil baby I'm not worth that shot

You feeling upgraded I'm crack in the center

I'm barley reusable girl and your are

My image be different but you work of art

You ask if you miss me maybe maybe not

You tell you secrets so easily made me more distant

Cause then you got something to hide

I'm too paranoid for the people cause when I was six

I was ducking and hearing them shots

They saw me as victim and noticed my symptoms

And yet still diminished me down till I rot

Cause ladies denied me more times than I tried

Been fighting these battles my body so tired

Cause if it's this hard to stay close to the chest

Just for keeping my truth I might as well lie

I know it's easy to quit

But it's harder to fight for yah ego and strive for ya pride

I know life is hard I've been searching reason

To see the next season they'll never be guide

Still searching for everything in me

Every failure that's another beginning

I had a plan so I tunneled my vision

We so divided and I'm from division

When I was younger I questioned religion

Nowadays navigating how I'm living

Always be genuine that was a given

Always get better yeah that was a given

Sharing shoe with my bro like Antetokounmpo

If I wake up in the morning there's a new goal

I'm a terrible liar I got a true soul

I was failing every class no loop hole

Fully sober and I eat to get high

Couple years later I'm chiefin' I'm high

Can't express what I'm thinking I try

I let the feelings just sink to the side

Never know what somebody be going through

Sometime they make they mind up they over you

Leaving me thinking like what am I gonna do

Tryna release all that pain that shit overdue

Everyday feel like the world getting colder too

And that's unrelated to climate change

We all broken and tryna help fixing each other

We all underrated at hiding pain

I pray to God your mind stay intact

It's way too evil in here gotta stay out

I really hope that you find you a track with a train

Or a plane with a mufucking way out

I pray to God your mind stay intact

It's way too evil in here gotta stay out

I pray to God that you find you a track or a train

Or a plane with a muhfucking way out

Finding a way for you just to escape it

And if you can't find it you need to go breakout

All the trials that they putting you through

They were made just for you gotta make ya own lay out

When the sun shining it's good for yah

Timing sometimes need the storm just to reign all the pain out

Gotta keep grinding like rolling exotic stay straight like a lining

I swear it'll fade out

Finding a way for you just to escape it

And if you can't find it you need to go breakout

All the trials that they putting you through

They were made just for you gotta make ya own lay out

When the sun shining it's good for yah

Timing sometimes need the storm just to reign all the pain out

Gotta keep grinding like rolling exotic stay straight like a lining

I swear it'll fade out

Still searching for everything in me

Every failure that's another beginning

I had a plan so I tunneled my vision

We so divided and I'm from division

When the sun shining it's good for yah

Timing sometimes need the storm just to reign all the pain out

Gotta keep grinding like rolling exotic stay straight like a lining

I swear it'll fade out