Still Living Lyrics

I'm underwater drowning, but I'm still living

I'd rather be safe in the chair that I sit in

I wanna explore, but outside It's too chilling

I wanna fight, but I'm scared when I see you dying

I'm looking at my younger self at night crying

Still somehow alive after days fighting

All the blood n tears that fell from all the hiding

But still feel like a part of me is dying

Inside I'm broken

You were my token

Where do I go now?

Out in the open

Tears I'm soaked in

I'm still hoping

Feels like I'm stuck, but It's like I'm roped in

Where do I go now?

Is it okay now?

Can I peak out now?

I'm still afraid though

Why didn't you say so?

It feels like, It feels like, It feels like

I'm underwater drowning, but I'm still living

I'd rather be safe in the chair that I sit in

I wanna explore, but outside It's too chilling

I wanna fight, but I'm scared when I see you dying

I'm looking at my younger self at night crying

Still somehow alive after days fighting

All the blood n tears that fell from all the hiding

But still feel like a part of me is dying

It's been years, but I'm still looking for home

I got no connection that's left on my phone

I swear to god I'm hearing a ringtone

But could it be that I'm all alone?

My soul felt empty looking for love

Then you came in from the heavens above

But you ripped out my heart, n you left me to die

N ever since I been trying to fight

Doing what I can to recover

But I been drinking to survive undercover

Nobody can love how we loved each other

Need something to help me please

I swear to god, I'm losing my mind

And I get to the same loop every time

I know that I told you I'm fine, but I lied

With my heart broken inside

My heart is all broken to pieces

The liquor's the only way I can ease this

I really wish you could see this

The pain that I feel, I wish you could feel it

This puzzle is a million pieces

In my soul I'm alive, I can hardly believe it

If I die tomorrow, I know you can feel it

Yeah, I know you can feel it

I'm underwater drowning, but I'm still living

I'd rather be safe in the chair that I sit in

I wanna explore, but outside It's too chilling

I wanna fight, but I'm scared when I see you dying

I'm looking at my younger self at night crying

Still somehow alive after days fighting

All the blood n tears that fell from all the hiding

But still feel like a part of me is dying