Jaded Lyrics

Yeah

Back on that shit I relapsed

It figures

They love cherry picking the facts

To me they love to subtract

All because I put the squad on the map

Want static Socratic

El Chapo pull up with the automatic

Grizzly captain

No capping

Just wrote a caption for this victory pose

They calling me out of my name

But yeah I'm a rose

And that's why I rose up out of the grave

Phoenix, to ashes to ashes, to grave

For Ezra I slaved

For Lupe I slaved

FLA

Self serve gang

Swam through the surf

And the turbulent pipe dreams

I could've been an addict to the pipe

And a crack fiend

Instead I elevated

and I conquered with my team

When you talk about X

Please don't forget IV

I've seen

Titans fall

Hero turn monster

Deaths on my conscious

Spoiled from the war

But I'm fresh out of options

Born in the morgue

I'm a cyborg

What you'd die for

Purpose in this life is to just live more

But the less that I care

Every time I make more

To my last breath, I'm blessed

I'm brave to the core

Bread the destroy

Living and you'll die by the sword

Have no remorse

Looking in myself for the source

Fuck it

I was down bad

Didn't have any duckets

Studying for college

I was hungry and demolished

It was either buy gas

Or put food in my stomach

Remember that day at the Cumberland Farms

Nigga I ain't have funds

At the registers desperate

But now the money comes

And I don't even touch it

I am so jaded, that

I don't feel shit no more

I don't feel hurt no more

I don't feel pain no more

Love no more

Cry in the dark no more

I don't take it to the heart no more

Lie no more

Act like it's all alright no more

I don't feel shit

I don't feel joy nor bliss

Since I cast my heart in the abyss

I am so

Stone face

Precious stones

Jaded

Step back

MJ

I'm faded

Whip it like a slave

Emancipate it

A medal honor Tizzil decorated

Apathetic to shit I used to love

Lost my muse replaced that muse with drugs

I picked a poison chose all the above

I had enough

All of the shit I cared for

And brought me euphoria

Doesn't exist

All of the shit that I stored in Memoria

Black and distorted

A total eclipse

I was solitary

Wandering corridors

Searching purpose encountered a rift

Where I threw my satisfactions

Aspiration

Can't have fiery passion

When you barely make it

I was fire casting in retaliation

Yeah

Out of desperation

Chop was bricking like a mason

Crow was suicidal

Worried sick god would take them

J Grizzly rode and died

Paying tribute I was pacing

Back and forth to the Mecca

Pilgrimage paying homage

From the jects to regret

To the death I was promised

I was hungry

Fuck anybody that was saying I was lucky

Wasn't there wasn't fair scapegoat

No money my hope plummet

You couldn't stomach

Every day I'd muscle up all the strength

That I could summon

Stand up in they chest

Heart pumping

I'm still dumping

Shot through the heart

Stopped breathing

No pulse

I'm still gunning

Stone cold can't feel a thing

I'm still numbing

4th down 90 yards

On God I'm still running

I'm a martyr

Lambs to the slaughter

I swam from the surf and the dirt

I am just a projection what momma had made me

In her mind, I'm still her baby

Now I have Ezra

I know how it pains me

I put it on Lupe and everything

If lost Ezra my life won't mean anything

I swear that your life will be ending

Vengeance only leaves you hallow and empty

But nothing's bringing back

The love and the passion I'm missing and

I don't feel shit no more

I don't feel hurt no more

I don't feel pain no more

Love no more

Cry in the dark no more

I don't take it to the heart no more

Lie no more

Act like it's all alright no more

I don't feel shit

I don't feel joy nor bliss

Since I cast my heart in the abyss

I am so

Stone face

Precious stones

jaded

Step back

MJ

I'm faded

Whip it like a slave

Emancipate it

A medal honor Tizzil decorated

Apathetic to shit I used to love

Lost my muse replaced that muse with drugs

I picked a poison chose all the above

I had enough