composed silence. Lyrics

Had to learn to live in silence cause it seems thats all I have

Under covered undiscovered all emotions on my path

Once I handled how you hate me it made things as not so bad

Don't beg my pardon, leave me stranded maybe I can catch a cab

Seems as though

I've never once before have ever crossed your mind

I hope you know

That I don't wanna go so i can feel confined

But then again

It seems to be on me cause joy had rid me blind

Understand

The things I need is so I don't feel this declined

Wanna hate me then go ahead

Cause I do great to hide emotions

If you listen in my head

You'll hear nothing but explosions

I'm dying everyday

Every time I take a motion

Somethings wrong, I'm not okay

So I sit right by the ocean

To calm my spirit

Maybe it'll lift

Open up my lips

Theres no point

The time it takes to be unhappy's super swift

Time is ticking

I've got nothing left

Take away my breath

Theft

Its still clicking

Now I'm feeling less

My life is a mess

I don't like to leave my house

I lose my mind up in the crib

I like living in the private

I have no one to forgive

You took me for my all

I have nothing left to give

But I'm content w being silent

Its the only way i live