Wish I Could Say ft. Liyana Lyrics

I woke up deadly in her bed and then she said to me

You better leave before eleven or you're dead to me

Grabbed my shit never letting you ahead of me

Stepped to God, prayed to heaven that you're meant for me

Do I believe in something stronger than my brain can handle,

I don't know but maybe it's a sign I need another handle

I'm setting my hopes above the clouds like he just sent for me

But I can't make myself believe that I live recklessly

But setting that aside for a second

We're just letting go of whatever we know for a second here

And smoking for the focus and to fucking get my head all clear

And get to know how I can go and blow up start my damn career

And honestly, just live like me, out and free responsibly

See if I can try to change the world that comes across to me

Taking what you hand to me while questioning my sanity,

Sit back on the bed and listen while you rant to me

If you call me baby, no matter how hard I try

It gets me every time

I wish that I could say I love you but I'm scared

I wish that I could say my truth

I wish that I could say I'm thinking all the time

And how I'm coming home to you

If only I could say the simple things that comes to mind

Like tell that stranger in the car how bad they are at driving

If I can stop that thing from happening and save a life

Is it coincidence or something that I know inside

Is there love, is there chance, is there superstition?

Is it something where I have to wait around and listen?

Is there someone I can talk to making my decisions?

Someone who has no formal bias towards their own religion?

And if I meet my soulmate, where's it written in the stars

That I should go and find them, change myself to be like who they are

Buy the car they say that you would star in cuz you know it's true

But are you doing it for them or doing it for you?

If you call me baby, you better really mean that shit

I don't know if I can handle this

I wish that I could say I love you but I'm scared

I wish that I could say my truth

I wish that I could say I'm thinking all the time

Bout how I'm coming home to you

Now I'm coming home to you