Series Sadness Lyrics

Ayy, Ayy

What's going on with me?

Yeah, what's going on with me?

Shows make me cry myself to sleep

Shows make me feel so damn empty, yeah

What's going on with me?

Yeah, what's going on with me?

Shows make me cry myself to sleep

Shows make me feel so damn empty

Yeah this shit it makes me feel like I'm so fuckin' weak

But then reminds me that I'm human, got a heartbeat

I really can't make out my feelings to this hard beat

But for some reason I'm down, I'm feeling sorry

Tears runnin' down my face, I wipe 'em with my long sleeve

I fell in love with these characters, were a part of me

Yeah, anger and grief, topics of R&B, I wanna believe

But that's as good as when you fuckin' dream

It's like I wish I had a bitch to give me fuckin' kisses

Do good ones even exist, or all these women trippin'?

It got me throwin' a fit, and now I'm fuckin' simpin'

For the fake characteristics that are only written

Yeah, props to however wrote these stories

'Cause it makin' me feel like my life is boring

Bitter-sweet, better stop, but I'm longing

To get happy then to feel disappointment

I'm disjointed, I gotta stay stable

Half of the time, this shit it makes me ungrateful

Fucks with my mind because I know that I'm thankful

And that ain't no lie, I only do that in April

You see this right here, this what drive me crazy

I can't tell if I'm sad, or lonely, or I'm fuckin' angry

Yeah I'm going through emotions like a goddamn baby

Will I be going through the motions 'til I'm fuckin' 80?

I don't know but

What's going on with me?

Yeah, what's going on with me?

Shows make me cry myself to sleep

Shows make me feel so damn empty, yeah

What's going on with me?

Yeah, what's going on with me?

Shows make me cry myself to sleep

Shows make me feel so damn empty

Yeah all this pain in my heart, I hope I feel better

Apprehensive to start a new tear shedder

Because I'll scream in the car, feel my eyes gettin' wetter

Maybe I wouldn't have scars if I done never met her

But if she was mine, I would for sure protect her

Because she's so fine, do what she'd want I'd let her

But only a design, I'm gon have to forget her

I wouldn't need no doll for my emotions letters

Yeah, memories automatic going through my head

I don't even know them but they still feelin' like my friends

It got me hopin' that this show ain't gon never end

It got me mopin', all-time low, watched 'til like 4am

She had the name of a biome, remember what she said

'Cause it's like dragons and tigers, chemistry scare me to death

When she say, "kiss me one more time," it's gonna have me depressed

My mental state gonna decline if I don't give it a rest

I'm like

(Ooh) what's going on with me

What's going on with me

What's going on

What's going on, what's going on, what's going on

What's going on with me?

Yeah, what's going on with me?

Shows make me cry myself to sleep

I'm a man, why do I feel so weak?