Since Dawn Lyrics

These pills made sick

Washing them down with the same poison left on my lips

From the last time we kissed

We can be honest, it didn't mean shit

So much time that I have spent

Trying to be a ghost, just as though we never met

Is that too much to ask, too much to admit

Blacking out the past, but I'll never fool it

I've been drinking since dawn

Self-medication while I keep on

Hiding behind the words that I write

Whatever helps me sleep at night

The demon in me is winning the fight

I might care if I wasn't getting high

Looking back at me is just a shell

All he's saying is I'm bad for my health

Someone tell me the last thing that I felt

Besides waking up drenched in my own sweat

To what lengths did I go

To be a stranger to myself, it wasn't me when we last spoke

In the end was it worth reaching so low

I can't pretend I don't have the scars to show

I've been drinking since dawn

Self-validation through the words in my songs

While I pretend that I'm alright

When really I can't sleep at night

The demon in me is winning the fight

I might care if I wasn't getting high

Yeah I might care

I might care if I wasn't getting high

I might care

I might care if I wasn't getting high

I might care