if i could find a way (piano) Lyrics

If I could find a way to clear my head, maybe I would

But you know I wouldn't. If I could find a way to not stay

Maybe I would; but you know I wouldn't. If I could

Find a way to not lose my heart, maybe I would

But you know I would't

Oooh, Im loneliest in a crowded room

Break my heart and I look for you

Oooh, I never learn what I'm needing to pull me apart

I go back to you. Thinking some day this will change

And you won't be, the one who loved me just to use me

If I could find a way to hold a grudge, maybe I would

But you know I wouldn't. If I could find a way to not

Stay, maybe I would; but you know I wouldn't. If I

Could find a way to not lose my soul, maybe I would

But you know I wouldn't

Oooh, I'm loneliest in a crowded room, break my

Heart and I look for you. oooh, I never learn

What I'm needing to pull me apart I go back to you

Thinking some day this will change and you

Won't be, the one who loved me just to use me

You say you expect the things I do

But I'll no longer be running to you. Heartache

Won't cure the loneliness inside but this time it'll be alright

Oooh, I'm loneliest in a crowded room, break

My heart and I look for you. oooh, I never

Learn what I'm needing to pull me apart I go

Back to you. Thinking some day this will change

And you won't be, the one who loved me just to use me