New Haven Lyrics

When i see you it's like waking from a dream

Oversleeping, always waiting to feel clean

Already morning, i tried my best

I just can't fall asleep with your ghost on my chest

I'll wake up tomorrow, with its ash in my lungs

I'll start coughing up blood

Pull the blinds up, open window, naked light

Unread message, feeling empty from last night

I guess i'll make breakfast, i'll call the doctor

Maybe a priest, is there nothing to stop this

Pathological nonsense, to be needed by you

What if i use to get used?

I'm still afraid

I'll be too late

That it's too late

When you see me are there parts that you forget?

Disemboweled in the greek room at the MET?

Am i a head? Only my body?

Am i a phallus? Now that would be funny

But they'll see where you cracked, where you severed my skull

When i used to be whole

Aren't you afraid

That it's too late?

You'll be too late

Don't say you're gonna love me now,

You'll be too late

I know you'd only let me watch you pull away

Just let me down,

Did i let you down?

Don't say a word, just tell me

Do you see me now?

Swore you loved me, but you'll never understand

Why my body only passes through you hands

You get to be angry, i have to go home

Have to look in the mirror, see myself on my own

Go on and tell them you knew me, you could never know how

Yes, I can see myself now