ALON3 Lyrics

What's wrong with alone time?

Just because I need my space to let my own mind

Unwind a little

Understand it ain't how I feel in ways directly

So don't misdirect the

Direction that you bout to take it

Cuz it might not be your favorite

That's only for a pallet that's trained

Don't use your pallet to paint

A picture that's invalid and created on

Balances that weren't present in the first place

Now we, onto the worst case

why we so divided from being invested into

Techs and issues but wanna take offense to what I use for mental

Escape from the world that's real and create my own

My imagination that was undermined became this strong

You think I'm backing down on what carried me this long?

You must be silly

Recently start adding joints

Stopping there'll never be a point

So be adaptive with me

It helps me be angry less

Helps let my day digress

Help me take those needed breathes

What's wrong with being alone?

It helps with my daily stress

Maybe they might hate me less

Help me pass a test

What's wrong with being alone?

Ima put my life first

Cuz I once made the mistake of believing

Someone else's was important

More so than mine

Being needed in a time where my income didn't matter supposedly

But my time and my presence was the gift needed

Just to help the self love that was shattered right in front of me

Watched it change so suddenly

So I stepped between ungrudgingly

The demons of regret as I persuaded the healing that was needed

During a time I was needing to grow myself

Became the host of constant feeding from a love mixed in with grieving

You can guess what I was left with

And that's sadly how I learned

To always put yourself first

Always know your self worth

Because you take that same worth to the casket

That only YOU gon be in

So while you breathing fill that something up with love and take action with it

When are you gon begin?

It helped me get a grip on love

Convos with my God above

He helped me try again on love

What's wrong with being alone?

Took back everything I gave

In every single fucking way

I finally forgot her face

God this one right here for you

Thanks for always holding true

Through all these things I'd do

I took a whole flight to Spain and came back without a scratch

And I'm thankful for it

When I'm stuck you have my back

And you always calm my thinking

I haven't fought in years

But I was fighting back some tears

When I got sick and randomly something appeared

It was nice little bulge on my vein

But deep inside my brain

The doctors told my mom what it was

And I saw her go insane

So I looked it up myself

An aneurysm

Basically a bulge in the brain filled with blood

So I couldn't do anything active

Cuz the bulge can burst ending with me in a hearse

My patience had been what you tested

I even thought you neglected

I was working hard and made the team

Even made a status bout it

I had to quit but its cool

Now I rap about it

God you been right by my side

From every night bus ride

Making sure my mind is right

I've never been alone

I've been stressing daily less

I've been thinking bout me less

Tryna give my son the best