Deep In Life Lyrics

I gotta take this medication faithfully I gotta suppress myself from all these Realities

From this internal disease

Lord please take this pain away

I only wanna feel normal for just One day

Like how it use to be when the world Wasnt so cold and I didnt feel all so Alone

I can't relate to all these fakes

To all these snakes

All around my plate

Can't even enjoy this lobster or this Steak

I'm so sick and tired of waking up so Early just to be late

Trying to Kill myself just to be on Time for someone elses dime

When all they see in you is a number They will never give a fuck if you Will ever recover

When your head and your heart Have grown so far apart yeah

An all you can do is keep living in The dark yeah

I remember once upon a time

When love felt so very real but now The world has shown me so different

I don't need it I dont miss it I dont Need it I dont miss it

All these lost souls in a world so Cold

Only looking for attention

Tryin' validate themselves on whats Really been missing

No expectations no situations

That would lead to trails and Tribulations

It's better to just be alone

All in my zone stress free

The only person that can disappoint Me

Is me