This One's For Me (Demo) Lyrics

One of these moments I stay stuck in

Silent on the phone, on the floor crying

Cause I had a B in math and C in phys ed

You were yelling for hours I'm a liar cuz I didn't tell

Sometimes I still collapse to the floor

When i'm overwhelmed

Can't leave the words behind

That I'm an asshole and I just don't care about you

And you don't get a word i say

You know I never expected you to relate

This one's for me, to set me free

From all these years of pressure and anxiety

I'll never be what you signed up for

So now I'm locking up the door

And I don't wanna hear about you anymore

As I said before, it's too late to try

This is goodbye

Another one I still remember

We were having fun, playing soccer

It wasn't the first or the last time

You would look at me and laugh

And tell me I kick like a fag

It's sad to think the only time i ever saw you cry

Was when i told you I was bi

And you don't get a word i say

You know i never expected you to relate

This one's for me, to set me free

From all these years of pressure and anxiety

I'll never be what you signed up for

So now I'm locking up the door

And I don't wanna hear about you anymore

As I said before, it's too late to try

This is goodbye

I never thought I'd feel this way again

A year away I thought would heal me

And yet I'm more capable than I've ever been

Or would ever be if I let you in

My life again

And you don't get a word i say

You know i never expected you to relate

This one's for me, to set me free

From all these years of pressure and anxiety

I'll never be what you signed up for

So now I'm locking up the door

And I don't wanna hear about you anymore

As I said before, it's too late to try

This is goodbye