Wishlist Lyrics

Sorry girl I should of never tried to save you out of that shit be your romeo

I need a girl to be my mamacita I'm not talking Days Before Rodeo

I know my dad was around all the time but I swear to you that it didn't feel close

When you don't take yourself seriously everybody else also takes you as a joke

I think I push everyone away then wonder to myself why the fuck I'm alone

I put the pain in the words so I swear that this shit is way worse than the sticks and stones, yea

It will break your bones

Shit I seen and felt never want to see again

Life feels empty I wish that I had a friend

Its a cycle I think it'll never end

You cant comprehend

When your momma struggles to get out of bed

When the people around you ain't really there

When a genuine smile getting really rare

Try to cope but nothing will ever compare

To what I aspire to be

To the things that I want to feel

Stay quiet because I know that I can't reveal

The life that I truly live

Instead this happy facade is what I give

People really think I'm living like a kid

When really I live like I'm in fucking prison

Close-minded people will never listen

Counted out, I was never enlisted

Money wasn't even on my wish list

I just wished to be happy

Those two things don't correlate

Wished my hair wasn't nappy, those white kids made me hate my race

Wish I was accepted and loved

That's something you can't replace

And I thank God up above

For all the blessing in my face

Sorry girl I should of never tried to save you out of that shit be your romeo

I need a girl to be my mamacita I'm not talking Days Before Rodeo

I know my dad was around all the time but I swear to you that it didn't feel close

When you don't take yourself seriously everybody else also takes you as a joke