i hate this Lyrics

Why's it always up to you if you wanna play nice

You're just messing with my head 'cause you wanna

See the string and how tight you have a hold of me

Do you wanna be mine

'Cause even though I hate you

You feel just right

How are you real

You don't even take into account

How I feel

You're pushing all my buttons

But you stand so still

I know you really want me

But just to kill

Why's it always up to you if you wanna rewind

I don't have a fucking clue who you wanna

Be this time, you look like an angel but I don't see the light

I'm a mess of my lies

I'm just tryna act cool

But it's hard

When you're perfectly fine

How are you real

You don't even take into account

How I feel

You're pushing all my buttons

But you stand so still

I know you really want me

But just to kill