hate me (lately) Lyrics

Have you been good

Have you been better

What is the point in you asking these questions

Head down on the table

Used to be your shoulder

Now it's colder in the winter

Put a bullet through my fucking head, I don't mean it's

Just that I emotionally depend on the seasons

What's the reason even tryin'

If I know that I'll be back here

In the same shit next year

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me

Gotta spill my guts over all of my homies

So I open up, let it out but it's empty

Fuck, I'm empty, yeah I hate me lately

Tryna' fix myself with some self help bullshit

Need somebody else come and guide me through this

I could be stronger if I try harder

But I cant even bother

No not any longer

Beat myself up over things I can't change

Maybe I could if I didn't fuck up in the first place

No, there's no undoing the mistakes

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me

Gotta spill my guts over all of my homies

So I open up, let it out but it's empty

Fuck, I'm empty, yeah I hate me lately

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me

Barely hangin' on as we speak, don't console me

Let me fall down, I don't wanna die slowly

Dying slowly, fuck I want to be happy

How long can I hold

Onto nothing but hope

And still I'm on my own

It's getting kinda old

Doing this all alone

I need someone to pick me up and carry me home

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me

Gotta spill my guts over all of my homies

So I open up, let it out but it's empty

Fuck, I'm empty, yeah I hate me lately

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me

Barely hangin' on as we speak, don't console me

Let me fall down, I don't wanna die slowly

Dying slowly, fuck I want to be happy

How long can I hold

Onto nothing but hope

And still I'm on my own

It's getting kinda old

Doing this all alone

I need someone to pick me up and carry me