no time like tHe present Lyrics

I gotta figure out what's inside of me

As well as what's in sight of me

At times I hear violent screams, things reminding me

Of times I was buying weed buying black buying grief

With the money from flipping burgers

Im talking popping grease

I did what I wanted and nothing bothered me

That wasn't the route obviously

I loved the darkness honestly

Demons was on a shopping spree

Wasn't on the market the devil tried robbery

He thought he had me, I heard his mockery

I served him the method of Socrates

Then opened up to the holy and motherly

God, Jah, or Allah either way I'm honoring the name and the love she's harboring

Thanking her for this artistry

Im merged its not just a part of me

Eye got the vision but its hard to see

With these walls, men bordering

Still the highest power oversees

After life I'll be a martyry

Its the evil I'm targeting

But dudes is still talking cheese

All they want is green

All I want is trees to grow a thousand feet

We can live free just stop doubting me

Stop doubting me, stop doubting me

It ain't no doubt in me, it ain't no

Im here for a muhfuckin reason

Best believe it

And thus far Ive only been MC'n

But what Im seeing in the future is production credits

And photography with some dope edits

And so much more but I'm gon' get it when I get it

Gotta remind myself to focus on what matters and scrape the excess

This journey is a personal one

Who the fuck Im tryna impress?

I gotta lift myself before I can help anyone else get lifted

Uh I know you feel this realness, peel this back

No need for a cap, I been lost my mind

But Ive gained wisdom

Take a minute to listen

To a kid who sometimes feels dirty

But knows His soul shines not just glistens

I could've died

Thats why I'm grateful for each moment that I'm living

Black smoke gave me blurry vision

But now this shit is vivid

Life's a tough bitch, but I'm driven

Taking punches my chin is crimson

Yeah I'm running passed the finish

Yeah I'm running passed the finish

Cuz once a battle is overcome there's another one

Get ready son

Life will hit you with downs and ups

You'll feel it when you're outta luck

No need to duck, take the hit

Take it for what it is

Make sure its nothing but truth in the spliff

And if you gotta take an L

Burn it down and find answers in the asHes

I had to use mine on this canvas

This art is from the heart it helps me manage

I could've been trippin addicted

Causing Havoc

MorpHing to a savage

BuncH of madness

But I'd rather

Be who I'm supposed to be

Be who I'm supposed to be

Be who I'm supposed to be

Be who I'm supposed to be

If you don't really love me don't get close to me

If it ain't truly love don't get close to me

If you ain't doing it for the love don't get close to me

Understand I am over it