Cry for Help Lyrics

I tried to tell y’all this my cry for help

Ain’t got no shoulder to cry on probably cry by myself

You used to ride with me but now I’m riding by myself

I live alone cus now I see I’m probably dying by myself

I told you, you the one for me I don’t want no one else

I’m down for you I vowed to you thru sickness and thru health

For us to fix the shit we got we gotta fix ourselves

I love you girl but I can’t love you more than you can love yo self

And vise versa baby girl I gotta love myself

You ain’t around I need a hug and I can’t hug myself

My life been hard don’t tell me you done felt the shit I felt

But I’m gone thug it out and play wit every card that I was dealt

I tried to talk to god

They ask me if I feel ok all I can do is nod

They ask what’s wrong

I say my son gone

Now the vibe is odd

And they don’t understand and I can’t blame em cus it’s not they fault

I tried to tell y’all this my cry for help

Ain’t got no shoulder to cry on probably cry by myself

I got my blessings on my own

Lessons I learned myself

If I allow anyone else to hurt me than I hurt myself

& I be feeling like a lonely child

Jimmy jr ain’t around and that’s my only child

Man I’m a broken child

These trials and tribulations bouta turn me to the golden child

I’m just a different breed

I miss the days when not a single thing could get to me

Some days I ate and then some days I didn’t get to eat

So many ups and downs my happiness done turned to misery

I told my therapist I’m sorry this just not for me

I rather sit at home alone and smoke a zip of weed

I tried to leave that girl alone but we got history

I tried to hold it in but this shit bouta put a dent in me

I tried to tell y’all I was crying out

Man where to start I got so much shit I can cry about

I’m in the streets we get the drop just know we sliding out

My Lil bro be shooting to impress me like he trying out

I put this pain behind these beats been crying out for years

But they don’t care too see my pain cuz they don’t see no tears

& I can’t lie I’m hurt inside I wish that you was here

These memories that you done put in me done turned to souvenirs

What you don’t think cry

What you don’t think try

Man who you think I am, I’m I

Who the fuck y’all think I’m is

Man ima human being

What hurt the most is I can’t speak on half the shit I seen

I’m crying out y’all shit ain’t always easy as it seem

I woke up crying last night

Seen myself get killed while in a dream

I’m crying out for real

But I wouldn’t expect y’all to understand exactly how I feel