Try Hard Lyrics

I think I'm losing grip

Reality leads me to slip

I never fucking asked for this

Bleeding just to reminisce

Tried so hard

Yet I've not gone far

Desperately searching for fire to spark

All these dreams to conceive my reality

Pleading for a way to restart

Before I bleed out in the dark

Tied to hide in comfort and pride

I need a way to break this bind

Forego the heartache in my stride

I long to thrive on the other side

For better or worse

I could drink til it still hurts

Unearth to learn it's all I'm worth

Breaking myself down into the fucking dirt

Begging for the solace in rebirth

Tried so hard

Yet I've not gone far

Desperately searching for fire to spark

All these dreams to conceive my reality

Pleading for a way to restart

Before I bleed out in the dark

Where, where did it all go wrong

I've been going nowhere all along

Nightmares serve only to prolong

Distress feels like it belongs

The thought of leaving this earth so lost

So what if I can't face the end

Or believe the voices in my head

Is this search as hard as it gets

Do I make my peace

Or finally make amends

Tried so hard

Yet I've not gone far

Desperately searching for fire to spark

All these dreams to conceive my reality

Pleading for a way to restart

Before I bleed out in the dark