Let Me Break My Heart Tonight ft. KXNE Lyrics

So let me break my heart tonight

I want to feel like I'm alive

What goes unsaid gets no reply

So let me break my heart tonight

Heart on my sleeve, but the shirt isn't washed yet

Harder to breathe, and my mind is the culprit

Falling asleep. Every dream is a worse hit

Buried beneath, is a demon that won't quit

How many times have I turned to the bottle?

How many rights can I wrong, by tomorrow?

How many nights will I drown in the sorrow?

Because I'm scared on myself. What a tough act to follow

I don't want to think, I don't want to sing

I don't want to write, I don't want to fight, I don't want to be

Everybody is fake, everybody sucks

Everybody says they're down, till you're shit out of luck

And it's fucked

Close my eyes and count to three

I'd rather catch this breath to find some peace

And when it bleeds, bury me deep into the ground

It's the story of my life, I always let me down. Wow

So let me break my heart tonight

I want to feel like I'm alive

What goes unsaid gets no reply

So let me break my heart tonight

All this pressure, I can barely breathe

You stole my heart, stole my mind. And I find I can never leave

All these feelings, I haven't been at peace

I feel at war with myself, like I've been my own enemy

Been trying to clear my whole energy

I know there's light in the tunnel, and I'm just trying to set it free

But that hold weighs me down. I've been trying to up and out

Trying to tap into my strength, kind of feels like there's a drought

Maybe time brings change. Still I find myself trying to hold onto the pain

But I keep a straight face, so nobody feels a way

Then I'm by myself, so the thoughts they overtake

Nightmares, but I'm still wide awake. So I smoke this loud till I feel I space

Till I can't feel my face, till the feelings feel replaced

And some scars run deep, still I hope they can erase

Just give me a sign and I promise I'll heal

I drink to feel nothing, but also to feel

But maybe it's time for the darkness to still

The light is inside, and it's stronger than will

So let me break my heart tonight

I want to feel like I'm alive

What goes unsaid gets no reply (no, no reply)

So let me break my heart tonight (let me)

So let me break my heart tonight

I want to feel like I'm alive (let's go)

What goes unsaid gets no reply (gets no reply)

So let me break my heart tonight