If I'm Gone Lyrics

If I'm gone

Will I live on

I feel so far gone

Take me to the garden

Plant my seeds for me

Let them grow healthy

If I'm gone would you love me then

Cause right now I feel alone and I'm pretty scared

The idle mind is something dangerous and I'm walking through it

I want to turn around but there's something else to it

I can't figure out my thoughts and that's what scares me

Not a single nightmare could ever compare to the

Amount of fear rolling through me

I hope that you understand that this pain does consumes me

I can't shake it off

Like I used to

The feeling over grows and then it starts to skew you

All the way down to the lowest feeling you felt

All the people I help, seem so happy

But I can't seem to help myself

Suicide thoughts linger

I know it sounds crazy but the pain denies my shimmer

I can't see the light maybe I'm just being bitter

Or do I feel real pain? The novocain has numbed me

And my thoughts keep screaming like

Next season I'll be free

Love never seemed so hard

Loss isn't loss until your gone

Come grow this farm with me

Take my hand and soon you'll see

Everything you mean to me