Parasitic Lyrics

Lying to myself I'm not alive

She poisoned me and then I died

I pride myself on loving deep

But I'm beneath myself

Crying out for help

Like what the hell is wrong with me

I feel completely lost

I'm in too deep to sleep a wink

The demon's on my shoulder telling me that it's ok

But there she is again

She won't fucking go away

Take me for a ride then leave me all alone again

Take me home so I can have you in my arms again

What's the harm in loving me

Is that so hard

It's still too far to reach you

Close the cellar door so I can leave

You fucking leach I can't believe you

My bleeding heart still needs you

It's so sad the pain in me completes you

Here I am again

Running round in circles til' I hit my fucking tomb

Up and coming out the depths of hell

The bitch rolled back in self destruction

All for nothing

Just a raggedy Ann busted fucking pile of nothing

Never again will I press on your button

And summon the Jezebeth

Serenity given my soul and my heart again

Slaying the demon is all I wish

Do I fucking cope

Or fucking snort a line of coke

Do it all again on purpose for some false hope

Maybe I'm the one who's damaged

Pouring up my soul its famished

Bitch you left the noose too high

I'll fucking do it myself at the thought of you possibly dying

Come on Death we wanna play,

She wanna wrap me up and slowly take my breath away

The pain will stay

Novocain is slippin'

Fade away

I fade away

Ashes turn to dust

I rest my case the rust has turn to empty hate

Ever felt the bite from the fangs

From a monster who you called a lover?

Lay beside me hold me little longer

Suffocate me, fuck you, suck this karma

Break me in a million pieces

Shattered, fragile like a doll that's made of glass

You throw away the key and hid my soul

It's all alone

Split my mind open

With the lines that you spoken

Actions draw the line

Tethered to the return you been hopin'