mr. fun & games Lyrics

I've been so busy

Been so dizzy

Been running round like a chicken with no hizzy

You got no options, that's why you listen

That's why you do me right, you try to fix it

But ain't no fixing me, instead just missing me

I know you fixin' to leave, I ain't no dummy

I ain't no bummy, I got no Oscars

But you can't stomach, how I been acting

Wish it was funny, so we could laugh it off

And get this money, I know there's more than that

I think it's sorta that, it ain't respect it's really acting out just for the dap

So they can like you, so they can feed you,

Just so they can make you feel like they really need you

Until they bleed you, until they mix up

Down on your knees you, praying to Mister

Pray they don't kill ya, or run their list up

No more Mr. Fun and Games why you playing with me

No more crying over lames they ain't staying with me

How they make it look so easy being all unbothered-ish

How they see the one that hurt them and not wanna ball up they fist

Take a deep breath, bring it all in, count to 100

I ain't 'gon front with you, my issues got me acting like the dumbest

I got memories repressed, and you looking unfamiliar

Been trying not to stress whether or not you hit my cellular

But lately I've been tripping like I'm eating portobellos

Homies said I'm simping I'm embarrassed let me tell ya

The hourglass is slipping since I lost my Cinderella

I've been feeling paralyzed like I broke my cerebellum

Stuck between me and you I don't know who to save

Scared that it's coming back to bite me like a boomerang

Worried that my own will kill me like I'm Suleiman

Anxious that my own been planning up some coup detays

Or maybe coup detats

I'm saying gutentag

I've been assuming y'all

Been fucking with me but that distance from the truth is far

I got to kicking 'cause y'all acting so uncouth and all

I got some demons that I've been fighting

But they got hands and that hook is hella slighting

Thought I had fans but that double cross is frightening

I hope you understand if my circle gets to cycling

I'm sick of tryna man up I'm tryna do the right thing