I Wish Lyrics

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I know we haven't talked in a minute

But I still feel like there's some unfinished business

Might I add that I still feel like I have some wishes

And There's prolly pieces of the puzzle that are missing

I know you're thinking why am I thinking about you

I'm not but I wanna let you know I wouldn't be here without you

When we met you were in a tough place good thing I found you

Next thing you know I'm moving my whole schedule around you

And that's something that I thought that you should know

Even though I've prolly told you a hundred times before

I was cleaning your mistakes up like it was my only chore

By the time I'm getting better you walked out the door

Why I gotta find out from your friends what you thinking

Tell me then what's the purpose of us even speaking

All my sorrows is what you got me drinking

And this pain so heavy that it got me sinking

And Your friends low key a hater and she wishes I would date her

But we all know that I won't and it leaves her with a crater

In her heart

I just wish that things were better like the start

And this girl she loves me but I treat her like a fan

And it makes me feel guilty like you don't understand

She say she love me but she got a man

But she don't know that I got the upper hand

And I wish that it was just different

And I know my love is inefficient

I know that our love was tragic and it disappeared like magic

But I wish it was just different

I ain't ever really like them games that you played

Remember when you got all super mad in my face

You treated me like trash then you stormed out the place

Then 10 minutes later it isn't what you meant to say

You don't stop to think man is this fair to me

You had me in a trap and now it's plain to see

You wanted us to grow but you didn't plant the seed

You wanted us to go but you didn't wait for me

the way you did it made me feel like you had no remorse

Month 1 month 2 month 3 Month 4

That's the time amount that I still had the pain endorsed

I shoulda seen it coming, what am I thinking of course

I really trusted you with the key to my heart

But once you got inside you just tore it all apart

The sad part is you loved me you just threw it all away

You had that other mindset that you'll find some better days

Better days better days

I'll find em anyway

Why am I still trippin bout this I think that it's just a faze

Whom I kidding

I'll stop thinking about this whenever the songs finished

You just did a crime and I am the only witness

you just stole my heart and you didn't wanna heal it

I just wanna know why you'd ever wanna steal it

Did you ever love me did you even ever mean it

Why am I over thinking

Why are my ears still ringing

Saltiness, bitterness you know that is all that Im bringing

I'm a dead man walking I just came up out the grave

And my heart is super hallow I think that it is a cave

You took everything so I have nothing to bring

You left me in the winter and it's barely turning spring

I think that it's time for me to start a new life

I just wanna feel happiness what it feel like

Yea I think I wanna start another chapter

Forgetting the past I'm just looking at the after

I am always free I am never gon be captured

I don't want no crying I just wanna hear some laughter

I'm glad that finally got my thoughts off my shoulders

The feelings got intense but the love was getting colder

But we better now cuz we got a lil older

I just really hope that she doesn't think I owe her