Party of One Lyrics

My visions fading as my body's contemplating whether or not to keep pressing on

And in this moment there's no option but to own it and hope that this time it wont last long

My mind is racing as my eyelids fall

Retrace my steps to where I lost it all now

I don't need your help

The world outside is hell

I'm not going anywhere

I'm not doing anything

'Cause it's me against the world until the day you go extinct

Now I'm spending all my time lighting fires in my brain

But my misery made me feel something so I stayed

I burned my bridges now I keep digging more ditches and the fires all that's left for me

I was afraid but now I'm feeding off the shame and I'll admit this is the only way

Tearing the house down brick by brick

'Cause what I built makes me sick

I don't want to face my reality

I know this is how it has to be

So what's the point in living all alone

I hear the voices and I see the ghosts inside my home

Tell me to listen but the story's old

I'm sick of giving my attention

I know how it unfolds

Tearing the house down brick by brick

'Cause what I built makes me sick

I don't want to face my reality

I know this is how it has to be

I'm not going anywhere

I'm not doing anything

'Cause it's me against the world until the day you go extinct

Now I'm spending all my time lighting fires in my brain

But my misery made me feel something so I stayed

And when you ask if I'm okay

I've gotta laugh in your face

And I'm spending all my time lighting fires in my brain

But my misery made me feel something so I stayed

My mind is racing as my eyelids fall

retrace my steps to where I lost it all now

I don't need your help

The world outside is hell