Still Trying (EP Version) Lyrics

I could wrong be wrong about everything

But I know that one thing is for certain I can't

Keep on living this benevolent life

Without knowing the consequences every single time

Just like Rihanna said

All of my kindness is taken for weakness

But I got one thing on my plate that you don't know

And one day I'll show it

Still lying awake

In delicate days

This game I'm not quite sure how to play

But I'll give it all I can

At least I got one thing to show

I'm still trying you know?

Every bit of effort I got left is all

Dissolved in the liquid of life

And I can show you what consists of my night

But I know that one thing is the system isn't right

All of my kindness, usually taken for blindness that's for sure

But I got one thing up my sleeve that you don't know and it sure ain't my soul

'Cuz I'm here still lying awake

In delicate days

This game I'm not quite sure how to play

But I'll give it all I can

At least I got one thing to show

I'm still trying

Every day it's like I don't know how

This extensive pot of situations I put myself into like

Wanting my name on a wall plaque on my high school wall

I'm still trying

Ohhh I'm still trying

I'm still trying

I'm still trying

At least I got one thing to show

And when I stand on this stage right here before you behold

(Ahhhhhh) What I was trying for