Losing Hope (Bonus) Lyrics

Every time I leave the front door of my house I risk my life

They be ready for me to slip up I maintain to move precise

We can't ever have no peace with envy and fear mixed with anger

Clip of Ahmuad almost had me end it, put my life on hang up

This hell on earth, now I see why all the real ones leaving

Certain situations had me question what I believe in

Times getting harder and harder as I grow up

It's too much to take in all at once might give up and blow up

How I'm supposed to chill and settle at all?

We losing life doing cardio they killed that man during a jog

Walk around comfortably? They killed that man during a walk

Protect the kids stray bullet flew as they wrote with the chalk

Bullets grazed the hoop, what about the boys that tryna ball?

What about the kids who love to walk and shop around the mall?

Walking with anxiety, parents steady making calls

Grannie steady saying prayers, we feel like we begging the lord

How we supposed to follow law when we always fall to law

For all my fallen soldiers it's my job to work and ball for y'all

They ain't gon teach this in the schools, the board wont have this drawed for y'all

This the message to the voice and to the ones who ain't got it all

Stuck in these streets we facing 12 and facing enemies

Plus myself I got to face our outer and our inner me

It get rough when you feel it ain't no light

It get worse when you know what you doing aint nun right

But you got no choice or you might just slip up and lose yo life

And you gotta watch yo close ones they'll switch up anyday and any night

All yo actions think it twice, the life we live in fight or flight

You got two options, you gon make it or you gon meet yo demise.

Every time I leave the front door of my house I risk my life

They be ready for me to slip up I maintain to move precise

We can't ever have no peace with envy and fear mixed with anger

Clip of ahmuad almost had me end it, put my life on hang up

This hell on earth, now I see why all the real ones leaving

Certain situations had me question what I believe in

Times getting harder and harder as I grow up

It's too much to take in all at once might give up and blow up

I might give up and blow up