Self Destruct Lyrics

One cut one scar more pain one bruise

Give me all that you got I’ve got nothing to lose

I need the pain in my veins so but don’t ask why

I’ve gotta destroy myself just to feel alive

The doctors and medicine could never help

Prescribing more problems poisoning the well

I can’t Deny my Anger or Bargain for a break

So I’m dealing with Depression in unacceptable ways

Self destruction

I can’t escape this confusion

Self destruction

Now it's the only solution

To ease this pain in my mind

Or to leave this all far behind

Self loathing self destructive

Self absorbed with no direction

And it's slowly killing me

No this isn’t who I want to be

Much too young too fast too soon

On a never ending bender now I’m on the loose

I’ll fade away in my pain no hope in sight

No escape from the grave that I’ve dug this time

So I’ll isolate myself from my family and friends

On a self destructive road I now descend

I can’t Deny my Anger or Bargain for a break

So I’m dealing with Depression in unacceptable ways

Self destruction

I can’t escape this confusion

Self destruction

Now it's the only solution

To ease this pain in my mind

Or to leave this all far behind

Self loathing self destructive

Self absorbed with no direction

And it's slowly killing me

No this isn’t who I want to be

What do you see when you look in the mirror?

Perceptions of yourself only getting clearer?

Then in the end for these sins I’ll crash and burn

Pedal to the metal leaning in to the curve