look at me plz Lyrics

Hey I know you always wondered why I liked sad songs

It's because they were always something to fall back on

When I was with you I let the sad songs go away

I let the happy and love songs play

But the sad songs stayed in the back of my mind

My brain thought maybe the need for them would die

But as my life always seems to go

I was tripped up just like years ago

Now I'm here

Almost every time something magically good has come

I have doubts that it's real and where the hell it came from

After this I'm starting to think I'm through

Believing anything that's good is true

I'm done

And it's not my fault that I think this way

After all you promised me that you'd stay

I thought the world was good and I'd found a place

But you played me so good I'm a basket case

And you said "I need you"

Was that all just a lie too?

Now I say I need you

And it's wrong and dumb and you won't follow through

Hey I know you're avoiding me and all

Even though i'm the one who took the fall

Do you ever think about where you're at

And who you have to thank for that

It's me

Used to give myself to you to prove the point

That I don't just give my life my soul my voice

To any guy who walks into my life

So when things got rough you took a flight

Away from me

It's pretty sad that I make you feel so scared

After all you told me that you still cared

But you look at me like I'm the enemy

So screw my knowledge of your identity

I don't know you or him or whoever this is

And it's not my fault that I think this way

After all you promised me that you'd stay

But now it makes you nervous to see my face

And it hurts and reminds me you'll soon replace me

And you said "I need you"

Was that all just a lie too?

Now I say I need you

And it's wrong and dumb and you won't follow through

So the next time you walk by me on the street

Think about this song or choose look down at your feet

And if you look at me it's then I'll know

That these words were wrong and you'll show me

You're you

But if you walk by or don't see me standing there

And you choose to act like I'm a patch of thin air

Then it's hard for me to ever believe you cared

And maybe we what we had was a lie and I was unaware

I was unware