Feeling A Rue Lyrics

I'm feeling a rue with both eyes on the jewels

Finding my way out of the blue, out of the red

So the pressure won't leave me dead and leave me alone instead

Stacking this bread getting myself out of bed

Outside on my own head I needed my fez

To cope with my uncle being dead

Blood and the tears were shed

I'm locked with a plan

Is there a way to the man

I'll do what I want and can

Back home in Cali four times I changed my addy

Even when times were maddie I'll talk to ali

Told me just keep fighting trust and believe you'll see

The person you wanna be but the person you wanna set free

I'm feeling a rue heart and soul misused

Both been used to abuse loving the pain

Hating myself what I choose when do I never not lose

Short term love mates with a short term fuse

Leaving me alone and confused I needed to use

Let myself hang loose suit with a tie on noose

Not here for the news breaking the hearts for the views

Wake up my love it's true the path that I made

Made for only a few never ever wanna lose you

Feeling a rue, time is long overdue

Rolling in 5 no cue look deeper in you

There's no debate take two

See who's checking on you I gotta break through

Feelings I need to renew, back in control

That's true that's word up to lex life is so complex

Household is a mess anxiety and stress

Bringing me down to the press can't even manage to rest

I'm doing my best living this life is a test

I don't wanna confess it's hard to request

When you solo a quest how's it like to invest

When you're obsessed and so insecure

Is it a positive cure

I know way up

And proceed to the gate but it's never too late

Everybody wait no need to escape

Lucked with a twist of fate it's why we're here

Vision ever so clear it's okay to be queer

Kicking in to high gear

Death time love always yeah