Hummingbird Lyrics

Dear God

Sorry for the way how we left, I

Haven't been myself, but I think I

Feel like myself, it's so weird, I

Can see the change in the man that your wanting me to make

But it wasn't the way that people planned or ever thought that I was gonna take

I mean I feel great but they're wanting me to break

And they hope real fast, hoping this thing won't last

Kinda like how when you like someone and you keep staring at them in class

Well this is past all those daydreams

Matter of fact it's the way that I can't sleep

It's the way that I can't think

It's the way how you make me feel

God you make me feel like I can do anything

Well never felt like that before so I know that it's heavenly

Just feel the breeze, It's just me, I can breathe

You can call me what you want but Jeremy

Is how they'll remember me, in their memories, but they'll never see

The struggles of the inner me at war with my enemies

Who just want the end of me, So don't be friending me

If you're just gonna leave man I would rather be

Alone than thinking that you cared for me

In a one way zone are you there for me

Care if I bleed? Well apparently

Why's everyone gotta be scared of me, dare to be

How's this fair to me? Heh, Jeremy quit that

I'm taking these thoughts that are real and emotions that I feel

Trying to heal, but I pick scabs

Can't settle for half the deal, I'm gonna crack a mill

And count it out like it's just cash

Whiplash from the quick snaps that flash

Thank God for the weakness, I crash

Coming back is the reason I'll ask

But I gotta believe that my last one

Was just me on my own

Testing the limits and learning my zone

Seeing if the strength that's inside of my bones

Is enough to keep carrying me or bring me back home

Am I inheriting wings of my own

Or am I always scared of me being all alone

I don't know but I dare to go seek the unknown

I know God is preparing me I'll never be alone like, wooh

Spread my wings

Fly away

Feel the joy it brings

I ain't gonna die today

Cause I ain't gonna stay stuck in the same rut that I made up on my way up

Like a hummingbird, yeah, flapping a hundred nerves

Gonna work until I find a way

Spread my wings

Fly away

Feel the joy it brings

I ain't gonna die today

Cause I ain't gonna stay stuck in the same rut that I made up on my way up

Like a hummingbird, yeah, flapping a hundred nerves

Gonna work until I find a way

Well hummingbird, little hummingbird

As you flap your wings like a hundred times per

Second, you're the only one that never questions

Which direction that you're gonna flex in

Move right, move backwards, move left in fact

You're the only one that perfects this craft

I'm blessed in that you represent hope for the restless

Cause my rest is wack

Not the best it's been so reckless, put a nap on my checklist

One good nights all I ask, can you get this message to the source

Tie it like a necklace

Well I'm gonna have breakfast

I'll come back in a second

I gotta have fuel to burn off the surfacing issues that I have neglected

You could say I've suppressed it

Now it's got me depressive

I'm in such a mess, I know I need rest

I feel like my body rejects it, heh

I've been tried and tested as a man

No I don't think I can understand

Stretched so hard like a broken rubber band

Tore my heart, you can feel I'm broken and cut

Get the bandage again

I'm having difficulty reading what I'm writing within

Maybe I should take a breather and just stop the pretending

Cause I'm caught up in the heater and I'm sweating my family

Don't want any part of this to creep up in the dark abyss

I'm dealing with my problems so it keeps me from the dark again

I want to live in freedom I just took in what's the hardest hit

Open up my wings, keep it going, what I want is just to

Spread my wings

Fly away

Feel the joy it brings

I ain't gonna die today

Cause I ain't gonna stay stuck in the same rut that I made up on my way up

Like a hummingbird, yeah, flapping a hundred nerves

Gonna work until I find a way

Spread my wings

Fly away

Feel the joy it brings

I ain't gonna die today

Cause I ain't gonna stay stuck in the same rut that I made up on my way up

Like a hummingbird, yeah, flapping a hundred nerves

Gonna work until I find a way