calm b4 the storm Lyrics

I been in the booth going crazy

No fake sides, cut 'em all off lately

And the women tried to turn it all around

It phased me for a minute

But now I'm back and better with the steps groundbreaking

And my mindset changing

Take this as a sign, you can change too

Yeah

No negativity over this side

I done fucked up once, don't wanna make it two

I'm cleaning up the mess

I don't wanna bring you no stress

Yeah

Maybe this is life giving me a little test

But I'm sticking to the script 'cause I wanna give the

Bullshit a rest

I was

Down bad

Feeling too sad

Moments where I feel like I was

Moving too fast

But now I'm feeling good, thinking 'bout them times

Speeding in a jag

But I'm so hurt I

Just might crash, I was

So lost, so so lost

Mood swings high, put her heart on a cross

Wanna take it down, but it's nailed to the veins

I done stepped down ranks to a peasant from the boss

And I feel so bad, I wanna die myself

But I can't 'cause the perseverance comes with a cost

Now I got to live my life

Knowing all the decisions that I made put my heart into frost

Yeah, stone cold

Feel stone cold

Back hurt crazy, I just feel so old

I done fucked up bad, and it took my soul

And I can't bounce back unless this comes to a close

I wanna throw my phone while it's in my hand

Writing lyrics from the heart, from the core, from the bone

I just wanna talk, hear me out, I wanna hear your voice

One time, then I'll leave you alone

Nah, nah, nah

I'm tired of looking at the sky, trynna find all the answers

Nah, nah, nah

I'm tired of walking through the streets, black soul, no panther

Nah, nah, nah

Left it all back last semester, I was toxic, I was cancer

Nah, nah, nah

I think if I look into your eyes I'll find the answers

Bring it back, that's a ten toes attack

'Cause I'm ten toes down for your love, that's a fact

I was in the green trees moving way too tact

Trynna steal your heart, ski mask all black

I got way too comfortable, way too relaxed

Then I left too quick like a too long snap

I just wanna bring it over to the times I was trapped

In your love, now I'm lost while I'm still so attached, yeah