I Hate Me Lyrics

The voice in my head feels so loud but it's silent

I tell him shut up and he never stay quiet

He tell me he hate me

He never gon save me

He never gon stop til I do something violent like woah

Lay on the floor and I ask him like why

He told me my homies would rather I die

Just take a big shot and just cut up some lines

Forget all those people just ease up your mind

I was like 16 smoking big green when a nigga got caught

My momma told me

You a fucking discrace and then handed me over right to the white cops

He told me that I was too lost

Then that lil voice hit my head like a stone

Told me that I should get used to this feeling because I won't ever stop being alone

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

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I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I wanna give up cuz I can't take no more

And I'm losing sight of whats all even for

I'm fighting these feelings with shit that I pour

I'm taking it down til I'm out on the floor

The people around me say I need some help

But how I explain what I do to myself

My life ended up here cuz plays that I delt

It isn't there problem stop kidding yourself

You told me you love me but I don't know how

You only around me when I got the clout

My little voice asking me where is she now

Where is she now

Where is she now

Nigga I'm asking you where is she now

With a bag in my hand and a blunt in my mouth

I'm muting your shit with the drugs on the couch

I can live one more day just by tuning you out

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

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I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself

I always be thinking bout killing myself